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Y Friday, June 26, 2015Y
8:08 AM
It had been a long time since i updated this blog. Never think that today when i update this i am not longer by your side....

My Babies,

Mummy miss you all a lot. I am sorry that i am not by your side to protect you all anymore. I had made my choice to leave you all to daddy. I know that I am selfish to do that. I know that you all also miss me alot.

I had left you all to daddy because i don't want you all to follow me and suffer with me. At least i know Daddy will give you all the best of what he can give. After leaving you all to daddy's hands, i saw that daddy changes a lot and treated you all really well. I am contented and can really rest my piece of mind.

Trust mummy, when mummy never see you all everyday mummy also feels heartpain. i know it is also painful for you all not to see mummy everyday. i know that this is very sad. I know that you all will hate mummy one day.

Everynight mummy will cry before going to bed because mummy really miss you all. I miss u all saying good night mummy, I love you mummy. I really miss the time when i reached home from work and you all will shout mummy~!!! I really miss you all babies.

Both of you are my precious darlings. I really love you all very much. Trust me i did not give up on you all... I wish to bring you all by my side... But I know i cant. I cant because daddy had already lost me. I cant afford to let him lost any of you all already. He will break down if he is left with nothing or lost more...

I saw the photos of your birthday celebrate that took place yesterday. I felt happy for you. I hope that you had enjoyed the day. I am sorry i cant be there to celebrate with you. I know my surprise for you is nothing compare to the celebration. But i still hope that you like the present that mummy had given you. I am sorry i didnt get anything that you hope or like more as i am really tight on my money.

I dont know when you will get to see this or whether there will be any day that you will get to see this post. I just want to tell you how i feel. Even if you started to hate me one day i will not blame you.

It took me a lot of time to come to this stage. I had hold on dearly to you all for so long. keep you all in my arms and to let go is a torture for me. How i wish that you all are by my side. but since it came to this stage i cant. i just hope that daddy will give you all good life and grow up with you all.

I am sorry i am not a good mummy. I left you all when you all are so young and caused you all to suffer because of my selfishness.

This year there are so many people celebrating your birthday for you. I am sure you must be very happy. Daddy put in a lot of effort to put this party. must be grateful to him ok.

Both of you must be good girls and be filial to daddy ok. It is not easy for him to handle you all alone.

It doesnt matter if you and mei mei hate me one day. But always remember, mummy always love you all ok. forever and ever love. If you all met with any problem or any trouble please approach mummy. mummy will always be there for you all no matter what happened. you all will always be mummy's most precious darlings....

I will come in and post more... so if time to come.... at least there is something that i can leave for you all to know my feelings towards you all....

Babies... I love you all... Always and forever.....